Here i am worried about not being talented enough for Aki and there i get people telling me "maybe i should've applied there, bet i will do well since i like drawing/designing"
Well, sure you like doing that, but thing is, are you good enough ? I'm so sick of hearing people say how easy/whatever the course is. Gee, and worst thing, most people who tell me how awesomely easy it is draw worst than me.

I'm horrible at clean lines and usually dream too big for myself. But thing is, somehow, there's a side of my brain that is always, always pragmatic. Except for the decision to do Aki.

Still, life's worth a few stumbles doing things you like i suppose. After all, we only live once.